Thursday, May 30, 2013

亲爱的外婆


 最后一次来我家。20.05.2013
今年2 0 1 3, 你真的倒下来了。  我还希望你能活到100岁! 只差三年。

虽然,说生老病死是人生一定要经过的路程。 但是,总是很心痛,很难过。 人一走就是永远再也见不到了。

没有想到外婆会在今年倒下, 没生病,只是一只小趾头发炎,烂了。 进了医院,身体的状况就一直往下走。 现在,双脚无力, 迟早会失去功能, 手也是。 医生说既然我们不要他锯掉外婆的脚。 他们也不可以做什么,只可以给她止痛药。 要我们把外婆带回家,给她慢慢的离开。











现在,阿姨们正在准备外婆的房,好给她回来。


 August 2012, at Changi Airport


我的外婆



我的外婆

我的外婆,现在已经九十七岁了 一个很坚强,刻苦耐劳的女人。 对自己的命运,从来没有一个怨言。 每一天,就是在厨房里煮煮,炒炒的。 在为自己的男人做女人该做的事。 

活到现在,她的身体还很健康,没有任何病痛。除了一些老人的现状,健忘,老顽固。到如今,她还记得我们每一个人。

自从我的外公走后(1987),她就一直和三个阿姨们住在一起。 她还是继续的做家务,虽然有女佣来帮忙,她还是要自己煮。她的厨艺一流,但是,现在己吃不到她煮的美食了。 因她已经没能力煮了。

今年,很快的,她开始不想吃,身体渐渐消瘦了,剩下皮包骨,体重下到只有38公斤。  现在是五月份了,她连水也不喝。脚趾头有一只也开始烂了,医生也不能做任何事。只有靠止痛箹,慢慢地让脚趾头掉。看了好心痛,旁人也不知该做什么好。


这么多曾孙,她最喜欢和子苓玩,也只有子苓愿意接近她。外婆现在也像个小孩,要人和她玩。Harry 和她玩。她玩得好开心!


看外婆的笑容多么的漂亮!

以前,她很会忍痛。但,现在,她己经无法忍了。 她一直喊脚痛,整晚睡不着觉。很可怜。从前的她是那么的壮, 而有力。如今,她已越来越小只。看她的手脚, 一个一个的冷结掉。身体里的肠胃慢慢的停止下来,真的很难过。


 五月二十三日,因她的脚很痛,只好送她进医院。



那里知道一进去才第二天,她的肺就开始发炎,进水。 整个人就已经迷迷糊糊的,胡言乱语。 我们都哭了。


Friday, February 24, 2012

Thank God!

Yesterday, after seeing the Surgeon, he said my growths was non-cancerous. Thank God....

But, have to go and see two doctors, to check my eyes and ears. To confirm everything, then, decide what to do. Open operation or Radio surgery.

Open surgery, will cause my ear deaf and half of my face's sense will gone. So horrible...

Will wait for my appointments, and decide. Hope everything is alright, then, may be I will take the radio surgery. I think this will be very expensive.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Brain Tumor

Last Thursday, I went for my MRI because I had been complaint about dizziness and eyes cannot focus. Was hoping not to receive any calls from the doctor for the next pass few days.

But, Friday noon, while I was driving to pick Vanda to school, the doctor called. Said that I have a growth on my left side of the brain, it was pressing on the nerve that why I can't see properly. That 's it. I received a call and it was very fast. Must be very urgent, that's why the doctor called. He said the growth not very big, but, I need to see the surgeon soon.

Waited for the nurse to call me for the appointment. But, no news for the passed few days. My husband called them, also no news. Then, on Tuesday, 21/02/2012, the nurse called my husband, Harry. The appointment is on today, 23/02/2012.

So, now, I am waiting. Waiting to go to the hospital to see the result. The stupid result!!!
I am going to operate the Head!!! Never thought of this in my life..........

Will God bless me??? No, I should not ask this question. I should say bless me, God.