Saturday again, having breakfast at Subway alone, waiting for the kids to finish their ballet lesson. The new maid came already, and yet I can't teach her much because I am here. Hope this maid can do the housework without any problem. Also hope that she don't give me any problem.
It's really very headache to have maid, although they are helping us. We cannot stay stayed in peace. Every times must worried for them. Worried that they can't work, any how make friends outside n learnt all kinds of bad stuff. Worried that they lazy, never work. Worried that they still our things. I kept on telling myself, this will be the last one. U am not going to employ any maid. Hope I can take it at that time.
Very tired! Sometime, I think I live for who? For myself or others????
